La. . . La. . . La

So i'm listening to Britney Spears right now(to her new cd). it's actually ok. If U Seek Amy . . . . is really saying F * * * hahahahaha. cracks me up. anyways it december and i'm tired and over school. i have a huge chem and history test that i should be studying for at this moment but i'm not. and i have a huge math test on friday along with a 10 page essay due friday. but i'm not doing that either.

MY PERSONAL LIFE
same as always. lonelly. its ok tho, all tho its depressing to see all the love in the air with formal coming. i'm trying to get over andrew because 1) he would never be interested in me 2) he sort of ignores we when i talk to him in class (hey i can take a hint) and 3) he seems to like someone else. so i've got to move on. *sigh* for those that dare to read this heads up on a major pittty party. . . . i just dont understand. i mean i dont have the best physique but still my personality is good, i'm a smarty not overbearing. hmmmmm . . . oh well. going on i sort of developed a tiny crush on shawn. no not the one from rsf. eewwww! he was in my bio class freshman year and makes me laugh. i havent seen much of him tho. i've been thinking of asking him to formal but i dont think i have the guts.

MY SCHOOL LIFE
stressful. so nothing has changed. . . at all.
i'm screwed for tommorow.

MISC
So now that i have that down i can babble on about nothing. it was quite funny actually last week we had drama in my group. One of my friends asked a guy to formal with brownies and he said yes, then took it back!! i think she gulped down the feeling becuase the next day she had a smile plastered on her face. what was most interesting is the fact that in history another girl was telling me about how the guy had told my friend no from the start and she just started a scandal. dont know the truth tho. it sux i feel sort of excluded. when clarrisa and jessica were talking about my friend's experience they sort of walked away and whispered. (imagine me roll my eyes) truth is the only person i fit in is really katherine. i have other friends and i found it really interesting how i instantly felt welcomed when i talked to them during lunch on friday. =) i dont know were i stand anymore. i feel so out of place. i mis my old friends so much but we are alll split apart also. i mean valerie moved back and goes to LCC with me now but we dont hang out in the same place at all. she found a place with the mexicans. something i cant do no matter how hard i try. jeeez must be white washed. hahhahahaha. so i'm done.
peace out,,
Lili AKA Smurf Burrito

who else?

PS. it poured rain today and i loved it. it was awesome. over spring break me and my sister are going to washington. =D and no not only because of twilight. hahahaha. my sister is state surfing and we both like gloomy wether so twilight just picked our first state to visit. =D i'm so childish when it comes to puddles i was all over them today!!!! people think i'm weird now. oh well . . . ha.