ID Picture!

So today i had to get to school at the butt crack of dawn because my sister had to get to work early. Thus, i roll out of bed with a super messy braid, change, tell my sister "are u gonna do me a french braid?" She responds we dont have time. so as everyone who knows me i dont really care about how my hair looks. . .clearly. so i have a black tank top with blue skulls and a black semi jacket thing and i get to school . . . looking very crappy and Kim tells me you know we're taking ID picture today! and i'm like GREAT i'm gonna look good. i looked awful i mean the guy said smile and i blinked with a crooked with smile! :/ really bad!!! i guess i'll have to take retakes for sure!!!! well we had a very stimulating debate in english about whether Jack is responsible for the death of Simon. . . LORD OF THE FLIES. and then biology came. . . JC!!! He shared his cheeze-its with me. . . i was starving. then dance came and we had the an assembly for sophmore president .. . . a girl rapped her speech-VERY INTERESTING. hahahaha! anyways i voted for Chris. after i took my super bad ID pic. . . then practiced my dance, i have to perform it next class and i really suck. Anyways that about all. . . AHHHHH JC is so nice. ok .. . that was random. BYE!

signing out,
Lili AKA Smurf Burrito

More SWC Pictures!!!

(SIDE) Captain Crunch @ Newsboys Concert!
(BOTTOM) Me, Alaiza,Paul









(SIDE) Me, Krista, and Haley
(BOTTOM) Dayton and DJ

(TOP) Me and Lindsay

(SIDE) Breana and Haley

(BOTTOM) Me & Krista

(TOP) Random Dude, Krista, Me, Haley, Band Dude, Band Dude, Dayton, Lindsay, Lindsay, and Breana.

Some SWC Pictures! (gonna post more l8er)

Both of these are Dismaz! i cant download any of my videos my stupid computer wont let you i'll try again later.

SPIRIT WEST COAST! (ah. . . head bangers!)

SPIRIT WEST COAST WAS AMAZING! it was absolutely fabulous. i mean newsboys was full of captain crunch, skillet was full of head banging awesomeness and FIRE, kutless was madness and TFK was moshing to fullest. it was (insert a word that includes awesomeness, incredible, superfantastic!)! the weekend started friday afternoon we got there and watched Leeland and it was the perfect start. then we watched Disciple ;) awesome christian metal! followed by evening message and newsboys! it was crazy i mean they have a song. . . a verse is"they dont serve breakfast in hell" so we all sang along and then threw captain crunch in the air. now this would of been tons of fun but it was raining and Damian crushed our bag into powder and Selena dumped it on my head. crushed cereal and water make a gross pudding substance in my hair. . . not very good. other than that it was faboulous the drummer like spun i'll post the video. it was fabulous. that was friday!saturday was fun too. i mean my group was- DJ, Dayton, Jacob, Alaiza, Selena, Lindsay, Lindsay (there was two), Tanner, and Krista. It was fabulous. we went to see Dizmas first and it was great here are some pictures. . . they signed my wallet! well i'l spare you all the detailes but Keith, David, Breeana, Julia, and Hailey were also there. now for those that i've told i used to have a crush on Keith since that one church lock in and i still sort of did. . . this time. dont get me wrong hec i really like (he that shant be named) but Keith still made me smile and feel safe. it was nice. i mean lindsay totally likes him and i think he likes her back and thats alright they would make such a cute couple. =) both are really sweet. even though i feel content about the feelings i have for him and hec have a big reality check that its never gonna happen he still makes me happy when i see him. =/ i guess its something that will take a while to get rid of. well anyways other than that i didnt have any romantic feeling other than wishing (he that shant be named) was with me rocking out! it so fun i mean the back of my neck and upper back is so sore from head banging and jumping . . .and i slept on a hard floor with no pillow. =/ ha. now i bet my friends are having a hard time picture me, Liliana Alaniz, rockin out and hec it took me a while to be comfortable enough to start totally rocking out! and i did. ask anyone that went. i didnt actually go in a moshpit because those were plain scary but me and hailey promised each other that next year we would totally rock out and punch some people. ;) i mean the TFK one was absolutely nuts. . . i came out with a bruise and i wasnt even in it! shea you would totally have a great time maybe nxt year you can come with me. =) em. . . me and shea would make you rock out!!!! its super dupeer fun. ok well that was what i did all weekend. i think my favorite concerts were Skillet and TFK (thousand foot krutch) because they were awesome. . . i mean Skilllet had FIRE and other technics that were . . . well great and TFK had the best moshpit ever. it was so much fun. for those who have not gone to a SPIRIT WEST COAST you have to next year. tickets are i thing $120 for the whole 3 days. i was awesome! (i need a new word for awesome.) Well got tones of homework still to do and its 4:30 already. PEACE!
Signing out ,
Lili AKA smurf burrito

Gorgeous or Gorgeous? (Plus some deppresing thoughts.)

Is he gorgeous or gorgeous? i cant decide!!! i mean look at those eyes and hair!!! hmmm. . . no have not gone boy crazy but just look. how can i not resist to ramble a little. a i'm gonna go nuts. as i said before he's like 27 so let me see 27-14=13 not too shabby. hehe. anyways nothing important happened just an average boring as hec day at school, my hip bone really hurts and i got a nice woodfloor burn on my foot yesterday.

so i cant wait until this weekend on friday i leave to del mar, i know real far, and rock out to christian rock concerts ALL weekend then HOPEFULLY monday (no school) me and my friends can hang out all freakin day to make up for all the time we have been missing out. its gonna be a blast!! CHOW!

****WARNING DEPPRESION TALKING!*****

so while i posted the super random post this morning titled, morning, i was thinking how i really really really want to start having a lovelife. pathetic? i think so. now, dont get me wrong i'm not the kind of person that rushes stuff but lately, especially withought my friends, i've been lonely. i mean all my sisters have something in there hands, my freakin niece has a more active social life!, and i only have a couple of friends at LCC. its been pretty lonely. my closest friend at LCC just got a boyfriend, i totally disagree with her decision b/c she is practically using the poor guy. and thats saying something cause i dislike the guy. i already nipped her in the butt for it and will keep on annoying her. now i know i should fill that space and time with God, etc. but lately i have been having issues with that, too. i really cant be going into some type of deppression. hopefully not. but i mean i nice guy in my life right now would be really, well, nice. but thats not going to happen so i guess filling my head with ben barnes, and other narnian boys, love story and novels, drawing, and my crush is a way of distracting from a more deeper pain/problem. i havent put my finger on it but i know i'm not even close to being content with my life. i feel so unaccomplished, and stupid, my self-esteem is practically past the sewer and into a dump, and my family is having alot of issues lately. i've found myself sleeping alot recently its like another way of postponing lonelyness . . . ur numb and u dont have to think of anything, ur head dreams. well. . . THAT WAS DEPPRESSING. going on with my sad life. nope that was it. hahaha. i guess this is goodbye for now.

signing out,

lili aka smurf burrito

PS come on is he gorgeous or gorgeous?!?

Morning

wow it 6:02 and i only slept ~6 hours. . . .i'm tired. lately i've been so caught up in reading THE HOST or just doing nothing that i havent done homework until late night. so anyways i finished THE HOST! it was so good!!!!!! i mean not as great as TWILIGHT but it totally teaches humans how wide spread or spectrum of good and evil is. i mean we can be the cruelest things in the world, scratch that, we are. but at the same time we can give so much love and kindness.our humanity is so . . . interesting. i mean i didnt notice before but humans can feel so many emotions at the same time, i mean i doubt a flower can feel them. we also always resort to violence. . . i mean we are in war right now. how is it possible that we cant keep peace?
well thats what the book made me see although i doubt the main character's species exsists Stephenie Meyer definently makes her readers see how horrible and how good we can be. it also let me realize that we all need to give back because taking and taking, is wrong. and self sacrifice for the greater good. =)
I just read what i wrote in its a bit jumbled. . . oh well. that was more for me so i dont forget. it really is a good book. anywaysers i got to get ready for schoool but really dont want to go but . . . . yesterday i saw my crush and got to talk to him the whole period, sort of. i mean we were doing super easy labs and we had his friend Sam dragged along but it was so fun. they made me laugh a lot. =) well gots to go . . . write laters or 2morows.
Signing out,
Lili aka smurf burrito

Prince Caspian . . . hmmmmmm!

So i just came out of the movies, i watched Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian!!! he is so incredibly gorgeous. . . on film. hehe. not so much of-i guess lighting, makeup, and a brave role does a lot to you. ha. anyways i totally need the poster of him (like the one in the DEL MAR movie theatres) and no i have not gone crazy this guy is like 26 years old! anyways Peter and Edmund have grown up (in the movie and life) to be pretty cute. =)

Anywaysers, i've gone on that rant, it was hilarious in the movies i went on a sister date. . . and we were the loudest ones there. you can imagine-my older sister snorts when she laughs, my other sister is more of snicker and i'm a bit of both! hahaha. we were really bad at not talking! before, we went to the grocery store to buy food and my sister wanted macadamia nuts so my other sis is like so how do we ask where they are "where are your nuts, sir?" -right. so she asked this pair of cute highschoolers "do you know where you keep ur MACADAMIA nuts?" good thing she put macadamia there. and then in the movie they throw huge bolders and im like "wow those are big balls" not the best wording at all. i know what ur thinking, what perverted minds but i tell you its my sister's! ha. it was super fun. i wish i could of enjoyed something like that with shea and em. . .I MISS YOU GUYS! well i decided i need posters in my room--and more . . . me. you know personality.

well i think i'm done. nothing happened at school other than the fact that it was unbearably hot!! and some girl was being a real female dog at pe. i mean when we were changing back into our clothes i said "ah it so hot" and she turns and says "no, i thought i was cold
and i'm like "well i like pointing out the obvious" and shes like "yeah, clearly" ahhhhh! i mean it doesnt sound bad in typing but the way she said it was maddening. anyways i decided i really like the guy that sits nxt to me in bio, and that i need my friends ALOT, and that i have no life. yup a tad depressing. but watever. on the plus side i'm reading alot. . . right. ok well type to my faithful reader later!
signing out,
Lili aka Smurf Burrito

PS you know edmunds name in real life is SKANDAR KEYNES!!!!! weird huh? and he's 17!

Still Feeling Sick. . .(and more complaining) =)

(skip to last paragraph in order to not get completely tortured with my rambling there is a 2 sentence recap! but if you like reading my sensless rambling be my guest.) =)

Well i still feel like crap physically! not only because i'm sick but because i at a huge lasagna, and 2 small donuts after school . . .(lunch sucked and i didnt eat breakfast!). mind you this was about around 3 and its 7:30 i still feel like a blown up whale!!! yeah. . .no space for dinner. ha. i'm sick and today my appetite opened up(as you can plainly see by my diet) so after i ate i totally fell asleep. . . .and woke up 2 hours later . . . STILL TIRED. i hate being sick it sucks out all my energy.
today in the morning i had an intreguing conversation about LORD OF THE FLIES in english class about jack and ralph. . . .blah blah blah. i mean i really dont like this book, so these kids are stuck on the island and turn SAVAGE i dont want to read about them killing each other. i was tired and cranky . . .on the plus side the cute guy in my class looked great! ha. Then in biology the guy i like [ *-* (stary eyed)] that sits nxt to me asked "are you ok? why werent you here on tuesday?" with real concern. . .glad to know i was missed = ) i was like i was sick so he let me nap in the back which was impossible because shawn wouldnt shut up with TOUCH MY BODY by Mariah. . . so then they through paper balls at each other and one hit me on the face (thrown by shawn . . .ofcourse) and the guy i like was like "hey dont hit my Liliana! i'll almost kill you if you do it again. . . almost." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA! ofcourse he said it in a playful manner but it was nice. =) he said he knew how i felt (he was sick last week) and that i better not be contagious. =) that made me feel loads better ;D. Dance was boring we did across the floor and kept choreographing a dance. ofcourse mine is like comteporary, which i suck at. . . . great!
I actually went to church yesterday! i kno amazing. . . . like shea i have been having some spirituallity difficulties lately and i was aperantly missed. . . ofcourse david, damian, and joel were, excuse my french, but complete a-wholes, SORRY LORD, but you know its true, i volunteered for VBS (vacation bible school) i get to be a crew leader over the summer for a week . . . can i get a JESUS. hehe. Summer is looking morbid for me. i mean i want, yes want, to take a psycology class but i also want to go to Mexico and ofcourse they are on the same days!!!! i have some real decisions to make. then july-august i have a camp to go to in big bear (yes religoun based) but it looked fun. ugh.
recap. . .. i totally, completely like J***** C*** because he's awesome, i'm spiritually confused, i cant hang out with my friends cause something always come up, and i have morbid decisions to make for summer. great i like my life. ha. well i think im done rambling and sharing my flustered life. . . like only 2 people read this anyways!
signing out,
Lili aka Smurf Burrito

Long Time No See

Well, its been a long time since i have written on my blog. and today i felt like a sick dog. . . yeah sick. to bad i have to go to school tomorow. . . but i feel loads better than i did yesterday. =) i still feel like caca but better. ummm . . . nothing interesting has happened in my life i was supposed to get a new cellphone but then i didnt then my sister came and she talked to me about my future. . . yada yada yada ya. and i was yeah i know. i'm gonna taka a psychology class over the summer and might go to mexico so thats a plus i guess.
so today i had a lot of time on my hands and so i was looking at my yearbook, i looked like crap, but i always do in pictures and i really felt bad all over agaiin for missing grad. i wanted to cry and then saw a picture of whats his face?, oh yeah Trey Majors and said HA he had to walk with Mrs.Dechary. . . but then was sad again because everytime i look back i feel awful. i bet i wasnt exactly missed other than by my friends but felt like i let down all of my teachers and close friends. i mean i can help but feel emberrased and guilty everytime i see them. like i cant face Mrs. Delany or worse Mr. Rossier. . . i mean he was willing to sneak me in. how lame was i. as i look back i feel selfish and stupid. . . how could i do that. i mean hold all my feelings bottled up then totallly explode like a freakin volcano. its awful. i'm awful. well, i'm down again. i'm gonna take a shower so bye and good night.
Signing out,
lili aka smurf burrito

Vampires

So everyone knows about the Twilight series and how the hot stuff Edward falls in love with the ordinary Bella, right? right. ok so i'm in to drawing some manga lately (and no shea i'm not coping you shea!) , a result of being bored on a sunday afternoon, and yesterday night decide to try to read a manga book you know to get a hang of the style. and the book is online its called Vampire Knight. . . AND ITS AWESOME!!!! ok so you have to read it, my faithful readers, it @ www.onemanga.com click on Vampire Night and enjoy!!
signing out,
lili AKA smurf Burrito

Cars. . . i DROVE one!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! so a few months back i tried driving a stick shift car and well lets say my sis had to use the emergency break because i was about to drive into a tree. you know i was concentrating on the stick shifting instead of the wheel . . . hehe. so anyways today i tried again and made it all the way home!!! (my street) but thats not the point. =) i did it!!! i'm so excited. yay! anywaysers today i didnt start school til like 12:20 so i picked up one of my friend and on the way i had to call autozone for my sis and i was talking about spark plugs. so my friend was texting myra and kim is like "liliana is talking with some guy on the phone" and Myra's "like ooooooohhhh maybe its her boyfriend" and kim is like "i dont know its from autozone you know, for her sister, unless spark plugs mean something" then myra goes "that's what she wants you to think, maybe spark plugs is code talk" HAAHAHAHAHAHA! yeah right. so then while kim tells me i'm like thats funny spark plugs ignite the ignition. if you think about it that totally did not seem to be the best wording. hehe. yeah. so now its a joke. hahaha. spark plugs ignite the ignition. .. its all so funy. (well, maybe not to you but you had to be there). then kim got this letter from Fransisco (some guy with a really bad crush on her) about how he's sorry for being mean and an a-hole. so she wrote on the letter "i dont want to hurt you" then scribbled it then wrote "i'm over you! sorry" but then scribbled out sorry. now isnt that a nice way to let someone down gently. hahaha! well i'm over ranting i just wanted to tell every person that reads this pathetic blog that i DROVE today!!! YAY! YAY! i did it. i did it. i did it. ok well see ya.

signing out
Lili AKA smurf burrito.