Still Feeling Sick. . .(and more complaining) =)

(skip to last paragraph in order to not get completely tortured with my rambling there is a 2 sentence recap! but if you like reading my sensless rambling be my guest.) =)

Well i still feel like crap physically! not only because i'm sick but because i at a huge lasagna, and 2 small donuts after school . . .(lunch sucked and i didnt eat breakfast!). mind you this was about around 3 and its 7:30 i still feel like a blown up whale!!! yeah. . .no space for dinner. ha. i'm sick and today my appetite opened up(as you can plainly see by my diet) so after i ate i totally fell asleep. . . .and woke up 2 hours later . . . STILL TIRED. i hate being sick it sucks out all my energy.
today in the morning i had an intreguing conversation about LORD OF THE FLIES in english class about jack and ralph. . . .blah blah blah. i mean i really dont like this book, so these kids are stuck on the island and turn SAVAGE i dont want to read about them killing each other. i was tired and cranky . . .on the plus side the cute guy in my class looked great! ha. Then in biology the guy i like [ *-* (stary eyed)] that sits nxt to me asked "are you ok? why werent you here on tuesday?" with real concern. . .glad to know i was missed = ) i was like i was sick so he let me nap in the back which was impossible because shawn wouldnt shut up with TOUCH MY BODY by Mariah. . . so then they through paper balls at each other and one hit me on the face (thrown by shawn . . .ofcourse) and the guy i like was like "hey dont hit my Liliana! i'll almost kill you if you do it again. . . almost." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA! ofcourse he said it in a playful manner but it was nice. =) he said he knew how i felt (he was sick last week) and that i better not be contagious. =) that made me feel loads better ;D. Dance was boring we did across the floor and kept choreographing a dance. ofcourse mine is like comteporary, which i suck at. . . . great!
I actually went to church yesterday! i kno amazing. . . . like shea i have been having some spirituallity difficulties lately and i was aperantly missed. . . ofcourse david, damian, and joel were, excuse my french, but complete a-wholes, SORRY LORD, but you know its true, i volunteered for VBS (vacation bible school) i get to be a crew leader over the summer for a week . . . can i get a JESUS. hehe. Summer is looking morbid for me. i mean i want, yes want, to take a psycology class but i also want to go to Mexico and ofcourse they are on the same days!!!! i have some real decisions to make. then july-august i have a camp to go to in big bear (yes religoun based) but it looked fun. ugh.
recap. . .. i totally, completely like J***** C*** because he's awesome, i'm spiritually confused, i cant hang out with my friends cause something always come up, and i have morbid decisions to make for summer. great i like my life. ha. well i think im done rambling and sharing my flustered life. . . like only 2 people read this anyways!
signing out,
Lili aka Smurf Burrito