Twilight and Romance Novels

Ok so today i had the awesome GEOMETRY STAR TESTING fun. and the 3 girls that sit close to me were all reading one of the twilight series.. . that was at my health class but in p.e there were three other people and in those three a guy. now i began to think why is it we so clearly love this series. is it the fact Edward is so incredibly perfect, or that he loves bella so intensely we want to feel that love, is it the plain lust we see when Meyer describes them kissing, or is it the overall warmness and desire we feel when reading. well dont ask me cause i have not yet figured it out. now people say its a phase (emelie), when you love a book so much, but seriously i think that its the feelings we so dearly love that when your done reading the book the feelings seize to exist there for we want more. . . crave more. you know. well thats what i feel, anyways. the same closeness you feel to the novelas we watch or the movies we watch. that great attachment that when they finish you say "AWWWWWW! that was it. i mean i like it but, what!". you know. anywaysers i'm done with that rant. i do have something exciting yet horribly bad, for me, ready? . . . well today all our classes were shorter, because of STAR testing, and i had a forty minute PE thus we did nothing but sit in the gym. so i sat there and lately got the hobby of drawing and i always draw people sitting on the bleacher, so i turned and started drawing Dylan. . . i guy in my PE class (no not dylan from RSF) and this dylan is not bad looking. . . so i decided hec why not, my friends were writing a wacky story and i didnt want any part in that so i started to sketch the book he was reading, but he moved. so it totally ruined the position so i was like UGH and turned around to face the other side were i found some random guy with the same position. and towards the end of class my friends asked " so what did u draw?" and i was like "well, i tried drawing Dylan but he moved too much. so i drew some random person on the other side." and Courtney said "what did you draw?" and Yvonne said "Dylan." then Dylan said "What did you draw?" and Yvonne said "you" but in an insinuating kind of way. . . kind of like if i had a love interest in him .. i'm like oh great!! just peachy. so dylan wanted to see and was like i didnt get to far you moved to much so i got your book =/ good cover? i dont think so. . . since then he's been acting weird . . . i dont know but i dont think its good because i dont have a crush on him. . . so great i should just pick random people form now on!! i learned my lesson!
so my wonderful friends . . .shea and emelie. .. we need to plan a weekend together. . . HELLO! how bout emelie you get over your mom's rules. . .shea you get your house ready . .. ME get transportation for emelie. i'm thinking movie friday then sleep over at shea's. . . then maybe we can help shea get ready for her prom .. . you know corny girly stuff. . .plus i'm dying to see shea's prom dress .. . and her boyfriend. Well see ya laters.
Signing out,
Lili AKA Smurf Burrito