Well, its been a long time since i have written on my blog. and today i felt like a sick dog. . . yeah sick. to bad i have to go to school tomorow. . . but i feel loads better than i did yesterday. =) i still feel like caca but better. ummm . . . nothing interesting has happened in my life i was supposed to get a new cellphone but then i didnt then my sister came and she talked to me about my future. . . yada yada yada ya. and i was yeah i know. i'm gonna taka a psychology class over the summer and might go to mexico so thats a plus i guess.
so today i had a lot of time on my hands and so i was looking at my yearbook, i looked like crap, but i always do in pictures and i really felt bad all over agaiin for missing grad. i wanted to cry and then saw a picture of whats his face?, oh yeah Trey Majors and said HA he had to walk with Mrs.Dechary. . . but then was sad again because everytime i look back i feel awful. i bet i wasnt exactly missed other than by my friends but felt like i let down all of my teachers and close friends. i mean i can help but feel emberrased and guilty everytime i see them. like i cant face Mrs. Delany or worse Mr. Rossier. . . i mean he was willing to sneak me in. how lame was i. as i look back i feel selfish and stupid. . . how could i do that. i mean hold all my feelings bottled up then totallly explode like a freakin volcano. its awful. i'm awful. well, i'm down again. i'm gonna take a shower so bye and good night.
Signing out,
lili aka smurf burrito
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its ok that you missed graduation...you didnt miss anything amazing. they did (try to) give you an award, did you ever get it?
and if it makes you feel any better (it wont, this is my dry humor kicking in) mr.rossier left the school, so you'll never have to face him...
its ookay. breathe.
and you'd better get better. I NEED YOUU
NEED.
mucho amor,
shea (who needs her smuft to get better)
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